
MORE ABOUT ME

My journey to here
There is a part of me that can adapt, that can succeed and can push myself forward. I hit a point in my life and career however when I felt increasingly furstrated, drained and that I wasn't living as my true self... I fought, I scrambled, I burnt out...
I took a break but then went back to the same approach and cycle that drained me and left me depressed, anxious and lost. Convinced that the answer lay outside of myself I bought every self-help book I could, tried a lot of hollistic and alternative therapies, changed industries, changed careers and kept looking externally to help me fix the problems.
Still desperate and determined to stop all the pain and suffering in my life I took all the training opportunities I could at work, including a one day intro session to coaching. It tweaked a lot of interest and stuck in the back of my head for some time after. After moving companies I was lucky enough to get the opportunity to go on an 18 month government backed coaching apprenticeship.
At the same time I started receiving coaching, and got further coaching during the apprenticeship. Each session kept unearthing things I'd never considered, things I never would have realised and laid bare everything about me and what lead me to my current state. It was like unpacking a lifetime of habits, ways of thinking, perceptions and behaviours that created my reality.
This allowed me for the first time in my life to start taking ownership and accountability for my place in the world which was both difficult and empowering. If I created this for myself I can only create and change my stars.
I've finally come to realise sheer hard work, pushing against the systems in your life and following someone elses path to what 'success is' will never lead you to a full, rich and joyous life. I've also learnt that as an introvert I've had to find my own way to succeed in a world that unfortunately still favours the extroverted - the loud voices, the confident, the brash and those simply blessed with the gift of the gab.
Each and every day I try new things, I fail, I reflect, I change and I try to move forward. I don't always get it right but the more I walk my own path and the more I challenge and change my ways of thinking and approach the more I see results.
I passed the Coaching Apprenticeship and have since started coaching others to find their own pain free and joy filled life.